I've written quite a bit lately about the overselling of mindfulness, yet I continue to practice and to teach. I'd like to repost the following to illustrate something that I think mindfulness is very good for. Something that can help those who, like me, struggle with bipolar disorder.
From March 2013
I wrote in a post titled
Discipline and Diagnostics that one of the benefits of meditation to a person with a mental illness is the ability to detect episodes early. Well, I’m in one.
It’s been hard to sit at all, let alone for the thirty minutes I do each day. I find myself agitated and fidgety. My thoughts are all over the place. This is not unusual during meditation, but in taking note of the subjects of my thoughts, I can see hypomania creeping in. I’m thinking of buying stuff. I’m thinking of trading stocks. I’m thinking of another career change, discarding good ideas for more exciting, if undoable, ones. All of my thoughts are about getting and doing. Anything. Right now I feel smarter, more creative, and more energetic than I usually do. That might be dangerous, but that’s what I’m feeling, and that’s what I encounter during meditation.